oh boo hoo
I miss you. I have been sad lately and lonely. I think about you and I took your notes out the other day since I had been unpacking and I read them. You were such a great person, but furthermore you made me feel like there was not a thing wrong with me; that the only thing wrong with me was that I was convinced everything was wrong with me.
I will honestly never meet anyone ever again like you and that makes me sad. Everyday I wonder what the hell is wrong with me, why I am so lonely. I wonder if other guys like you exist. I wonder if I will ever find someone to settle down with. I wonder what my sisters have that I don’t have. I wonder why I am so unlovable. I wonder why I am so broken and I have no idea how to fix myself.
I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
White Rock Station Night Shoot
White rock station, originally uploaded by Christina Lam Photography.
Went out to White Rock Station at two in the morning. I don’t suggest this unless you are with someone, someone that is male that is.
I haven’t went shooting in a while. I feel like my skills are rather stagnant and that I will never progress so long as I never have creative inclinations to go out and shoot. What is semi-inspiring is meeting people that glow with the same enthusiasm I did when I first discovered that I really liked photography. It reminds me of how I felt and it always helps when they ask for a few pointers because it allows you to revisit the same feelings you once had before.
I know everyone gets in a rut. I have creative ruts.
A few good pictures came out of that night, check out my flickr if you get a hankering to do so.
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