oh boo hoo
I miss you. I have been sad lately and lonely. I think about you and I took your notes out the other day since I had been unpacking and I read them. You were such a great person, but furthermore you made me feel like there was not a thing wrong with me; that the only thing wrong with me was that I was convinced everything was wrong with me.
I will honestly never meet anyone ever again like you and that makes me sad. Everyday I wonder what the hell is wrong with me, why I am so lonely. I wonder if other guys like you exist. I wonder if I will ever find someone to settle down with. I wonder what my sisters have that I don’t have. I wonder why I am so unlovable. I wonder why I am so broken and I have no idea how to fix myself.
I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
